That Kind of Love

I want the kind of love that lasts through generations. The kind that doesn’t separate no matter how far the distance or how much space there is.

The kind of love that a set of wedding rings can’t buy. The kind that marriage complements, but doesn’t define.

The kind of love you can confide in. It potently lives within and no matter how grand the outer temptation, nothing will scrape it thin.

The kind of love that speaks in silence. And when we are together, love is what our vibe is.

The kind of love that’s forgiving. So when we mess up, it’s not the end, just a new beginning.

The kind of love that’s so captivating, just by reading this, you want that kind of love too.

Love that creates a bond that’s unbreakable, unmistakable, and irreplaceable. Yeah… that kind of love.

Sooner than Later.

I would say sorry for the wait, but that would insinuate that you’ve been waiting.
I promised you it would be sooner than later
Before the bass exits the roof of the fader

I wanna love you, but I feel like it’s too soon
I wanna say fuck the world, baby let’s go to the moon
let’s do like lovers do and get lost in each other and leave no clues
leave a peace note on the coffee table that reads: we’ll be home soon.

Sooner than later…
We never know when the time comes until the time comes
I can’t even lie, you make my heart pound like an incessant drum.

No facades, no games
You’ll never catch me wearin’ Spec’s with no frames
and if I were given a second chance – I’d do it all over again.
Only except… Sooner than later.

Truths.

There’s some truth in all that you hear. You must know what to listen for. The truth may not lie in the subject matter, it may not lie in the words, but it lies within the character of the person who speaks. Listen closely. They are expressing inadvertent truths about themselves.

Anyone can create a lie, but it takes a clever genius to conceal the truth. Very few are capable.

Today. 26 years ago. I was born.

The day we are born is such a significant day. It stands alone, amongst all the other days of the year. Today begins the first day of a new year of my life. I think it’s amazing how a single day can hold greater meaning than 364 other days combined. I’m grateful. Humbled. Appreciative beyond measure. Not to mention, in the highest of all spirits.

Although today symbolizes that I’m a year older, I actually feel younger than I am today and wiser than I was the day before. To all those who granted me well wishes on this special day, thank you!

Life Happens.

Either life happens to you or you happen to life. Which is it going to be? Regardless, life will happen.

Morning Glory.

Wanted to sleep in, but I got up anyway.
Figured I’d just throw something on, instead I took my time and put thought into what I’d wear.
Considered calling into work, went in any way.
Was thinking of a plan to skip out on meetings, that’s no way to be, so I shall attend them all, willingly.
Thought about tweeting and facebooking all day to make the time pass since I’m in charge anyway, but I realized to be a great leader means leading by example – so I decided to lead effectively.

Sometimes I simply don’t feel like doing what’s expected of me and being responsible. When my will is at its weakest I put my drive into overtime. Conquer and divide. So far today, I’ve gone against all odds and negative numbers that attempted to deter my day. That’s what I call morning-glory. I will make today an amazingly inconceivable and generative day. I hope you’ll do the same.

My ultimate goal at hand is to continue to proceed with life, in a positive direction. Not speaking from expertise, merely speaking from experience. Onward and Upward. Come with.

Incongruency.

I don’t write, merely to be read. I don’t speak, merely to be heard. And I don’t exist, merely to be seen. I want you to find deeper meaning in me.

I say so much without saying it.
And the unsaid, my facial expression portrays it.

I will never make it because to make it would indicate that I have gotten comfortable where I’m at. My journey shall never end at that. To me, making it is to keep going, otherwise you’ve given up without even knowing it. Simplistic shit.

I may not always tell the truth, but I don’t lie. And if I said I wasn’t there, best believe I have an alibi.

They say if you argue correctly, you’re never wrong.
I’m so on, even when I’m off.
Argumentative thought. Balance. Don’t fall off.
I only always give my best and that alone separates me from the rest.
I’m not cocky, I’m confident and the shit that comes out my mouth is so legit.
Come. Take a grasp hold of this.
Because “this shit right here, nigga” will make you lose it. If you ever even had it.

I want to be that writer that publishes tons of literature after death. Because I want you to feel me even when I’m dead. Tupac type of shit. Machiavelli.

That’s all I have to say, consider it said.

Crazies and Maybes…

Sometimes life gets so crazy, that its experiences amaze me. It’s like I’m living in today for certain, but why so many maybe’s.

I’m a lover for sure. And today I love a little bit more, but now I’m feeling like I shouldn’t love, love anymore. Perhaps I’m unsure. But love and I have developed this bizarre relationship that I absolutely live for.

To be or not to be, ultimately happy. Some days are better than others, but no single day is like another. Sometimes happiness is difficult for grasping – one day you have it and the next day you’re lacking. Maybe… happiness isn’t for having. That’s the erratic thing.

But who am I to say… I’m not an expert anyway, just experienced at discovering, and making something of nothing.

I figured since I’ll live a lot more… I’ll learn a bunch more. And I’ll write quite a bit more. Perhaps meet some new women along the way, that I’ll potentially adore. But I can’t be certain, for sure, so until then I’ll just say:

Maybe…
Shit is crazy.

Love is…

Love is…
candor and it knows no lie
Love is…
the unadulterated truth, minus an alibi
Love is…
tunnel vision, it’s all you see
Love is…
maturity at its highest peak
Love is…
an ecstasy filled rapture that’s capturing
Love is…
knowledge, all knowingly
Love is…
an incurable addiction
Love is…
a tragedy without a witness
Love is…
deeper than profoundness
Love is…
a stick up and everyone’s surrounded
Love is…
an acquired patience
Love is…
terrifically devastating
Love is…
bold, yet a simple statement
Love is…
the epitome of all things naked.

Love is…

Unequivocal.
Divisible.
Essential.
Intangible.

Love is…
because it just is.

#WisdomWednesday

Open your heart and let the new day in. Live today as if tomorrow doesn’t exist, since technically it doesn’t… yet. Today is all we know, yet many of us live our lives in advance as if the days to come are for sure. They’re not. Don’t put off ’til tomorrow what you can accomplish today. We need to regain focus and embrace truths. We must live out our days to its full potential. Otherwise, our lives are only half-lived.

You are the Inspiration. My words are Supplemental.

The ultimate goal at hand is to continue to proceed with life, in a positive direction. Not speaking from expertise, merely speaking from experience. Onward and Upward. Let’s go!